Ahh.. Man its so hard. Idk. what to do anymore. its just so confusing. its like i dont want to do anything about it cuz i already said something, But now its like "I think i have to do it you know." its something that i noe i helped Fuck up for everyone.I mean for one if it wasnt for my stupidity then maybe just maybe things would be picture okay-ness you know. but yea. I mean i was one of the reasons. i guess the only thing i can do. and the only thing i know how to do. and plus its the only thing that i was raised better on.. i mean its like for the good of everyone. I mean im starting to see something that i hadnt seen for a long time now. you know. its like. well actually just to clear things up, its like... I said something Long time ago. It was something i meant... and it's something that i didnt keepmy word on you know. and i feel bad enough as it is. that im just pushing people away. ahh.. idk.. but i think and im sorry. But im going to go back on my word. half the time i dont think for myself. And i saw what could happen when i dont think for myself. Im learning.. from my mistakes. I know i know. it may seem so dull and shet but as long as i have a drive to do something..then i'll do it. I dont know if it'll make a difference but its worth a shot. idk. hm. not to mention my grades Suck.lol. okay not something to be proud about but yea. ahh.. um..Roque thinks imma drop out.. lol. dumb. but yea. who knows. my mom thinks imma go to college.. Ha. Who knows. And i think Imma live to be 21... HeHa... Who knows. Idk. half of my future is not even in my hands.. all i can hope for is the best.. and hope that during my time here.. i can be all i can be.. .. well anyways. ahh.. my hair tie is being abused. its turing here and there. and just everywhere. its not making sense. and i feel as if its going to snap, okay imma look for ongs and change them no time for lyrics. so yea. shootz. ashley And a one and a two.. and a stretch...

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nice nutang. and love yur song "Saigo no... " haha j/k okae laters
» JeN_eLLo on 2005-02-08 03:48:53

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ashley.. im gonna go up to roque, kick him in the butt, punch him in the balls and roll up my sleeves and then give him a wedgi-wedgie!! he said that?! wtfer?? okay.. ill be ur cousin if u want and i wont say that. okay.. i didnt understand like 3/4 of the stuff in ur blog. explain laterrr kk?? okay uh i <333 the and a one and a two and a stretchy stretchy stretch!! lol gay, lol. shoot nigguh g!
» allxtimexlow on 2005-02-09 02:06:31

» allxtimexlow on 2005-02-09 02:06:54

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